I was so young, though I’m still young now
I was really young back then and your heart was too soft
I was immature and I twisted your beautiful flower
I had so much greed, in the end you withered away
You waited and waited for my heart
I said I’d give it to you but
I didn’t know how I really felt
I’m regretting it now but let me just tell you one thing
It was love
Tears fall when I try to understand your pain
When I call out your name and become so small
Times you were by my side without a word
Now it finally comes and pierces my heart
I’m the jerk
Because you’re a good girl
I’m the jerk
Because you’re the nice girl
Because even my garbage personality
And my worthless moments
You accepted it all
So I have nothing to say
You’ll snap out of it only if I’m not here
But when I snapped out of it, you weren’t here
You said things out of habit but I just scoffed
I took you for granted
From the beginning, I only knew myself
When butterflies turned into comfort, I thought love was just attachment
When friendships were more important than attachment
I wanted to break up
But even in this song
I’m talking about you
Hoping that you’ll listen
Tears fall when I try to understand your pain
When I call out your name and become so small
Times you were by my side without a word
Now it finally comes and pierces my heart
I’m the jerk
Because you’re a good girl
I’m the jerk
Because you’re the nice girl
Because even my garbage personality
And my worthless moments
You accepted it all
So I have nothing to say
Everyone who is bad at love say ya
Everyone who struggled with break ups say ya
Everyone who is bad at love say ya
Everyone who struggled with break ups say ya
I’m the jerk
Because you’re a good girl
I’m the jerk
Because you’re the nice girl
Because even my garbage personality
And my worthless moments
You accepted it all
So I have nothing to say