I’m never gonna be the same

I’m just waiting for the big wave
Since I came to this beach yeah
When a big wave comes
I believe I can do something (really)
Someone told me you should beware
Everyone tells me not to go close
But I wanna do the opposite
I would never ever be the same

When I was still out of it
They slapped me and sprayed me with water
But when I saw myself reflected in the water, I’m still ok

I just wanna follow wallow wallow
Man, I’m floatin’ alone alone alone
There’s no one who follow wallow wallow
It feels like I’m sober when it gets over

I’m just waiting for the big wave, brother
I can’t pick up the phone at sea
Even though I was flipped over several times
My arms have never stopped, professional
I’m just tryna I’m just tryna keep going
Everything I was curious about past the horizon
I just wanna I just wanna do my job
Sometimes, I’m so tired, I drool while sleeping, wake up

When I was still out of it
They slapped me and sprayed me with water
But when I saw myself reflected in the water, I’m still ok

I just wanna follow wallow wallow
Man, I’m floatin’ alone alone alone
There’s no one who follow wallow wallow
It feels like I’m sober when it gets over uhm

Man, I got something better better
I can’t go on with my head down
Cuz my pride is strong for no reason
But I keep clashing
I just wanna go flex flex
From the start to the end, Play play
I wait till it comes, Wave
Such a beautiful big wave

I just wanna follow wallow wallow
Man, I’m floatin’ alone alone alone
There’s no one who follow wallow wallow
It feels like I’m sober when it gets over