Monsta X – If Only

I know, if it’s not now
I’m gonna become an old person
With closed eyes and slowed breath
I’ll be trapped in infinity without resistance

Birds, fly over
So I can take a step closer to you
Make a bridge between us
It’ll hurt and hurt a lot
I’ll miss you and miss you a lot
I don’t wanna hurt you

This natural feeling right now
I hope it doesn’t become a heart-piercing desperation
So I’m stopped in place
Will I be able to say I’m right here?

I’m gonna be with you
If I stop and turn around
Will you be looking at me?
Will you be regretting it?
The pain of not believing in us
It’s the same for me
I’ll say one thing to you
Can I be here right now?
I don’t wanna be a memory
Having regrets at the place we first met
Seems like we’ll feel the same way

I missed you so I drew you out
I’ll fold you carefully and let you go in the wind
I’m sending over our temperature, if you receive it
I hope you’ll be filled with the feelings of those times
Am I being selfish?
If you feel the same way, tell me
It’s alright if you feel differently
I just want to hear your voice calling out to me

Can’t I cut this day out
So tomorrow won’t be able to come?
It hurts so I’m stopped right here
Even if you’re there, will I be able to tell you?

I’m gonna be with you
If I stop and turn around
Will you be looking at me?
Will you be regretting it?
The pain of not believing in us
It’s the same for me
I’ll say one thing to you
Can I be here right now?
I don’t wanna be a memory
Having regrets at the place we first met
Seems like we’ll feel the same way

After we say goodbye, if I go to that place
Will you be looking at me?
I’m sure you won’t
I know for sure but when I close my eyes
Feels like you’re right next to me

If I wait here just a little
Will I be able to see you?
I’m sure I won’t
But far away at the place we first met
Seems like I can see you

I know, if it’s not now
I’m gonna become an old person
With closed eyes and slowed breath
Can I cry without resistance?

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