HA:TFELT – Cigar


Sometimes, I smoke cigars
Just for me to comfort my loneliness
I just remember sometimes, that’s it
I just secretly look for you, that’s it

When I got so much love for ya
You got so many things to do, don’t ya
Among the days that flow by mindlessly
It’s just one puff that I blow out

I’m glad I can be that at least
So I’m trying to smile brightly
I’m glad I can be that at least
But why can’t you see?

You can’t see how I’m burning black
You can’t see me vanishing into the air
As if you’ve never done anything
As if you’re looking at a stranger
With cold eyes, you turn around
And leave me

The saying “let’s share love” is just that
In the moment, feels like I have all of you
But there’s no such thing as love from the start
It’s just playing with fire secretly

When I got so much love for ya
You go around and play some games, don’t ya
In your eyes that are white as smoke
I’m just a nice and pretty doll

I’m glad I can still be next to you
So I’m trying to smile brightly
I’m glad I’m by your side
But why can’t you see?

You can’t see how I’m burning black
You can’t see me vanishing into the air
As if you’ve never done anything
As if you’re looking at a stranger
With cold eyes, you turn around
And leave me

Can you imagine how I feel?
How miserable I am?
You’re not here and I’m in bed crying
Even I think I’m being ridiculous
I know love is a losing game
But I can’t even imagine losing you
Can I be your rose sometime?
Can I be your moon sometime?

You can’t see how I’m burning black
You can’t see me vanishing into the air
As if you’ve never done anything
As if you’re looking at a stranger
With cold eyes, you turn around
And leave me

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