pH-1 – DVD


Got a home, money ain’t a thing
A lazyass but all my bills paid
Even guys I was so close don’t call anymore
Now I know why, after a while
I hate you, I hate him and I hate her guts too
The rumors about me are true
I’m too honest for my own good
All the nice words my mom sends me
I pretend to read it then turn around to spit out some soul food

I’m bad
It makes sense for me to be alone
You, who had so much love, who stood by me for all this time
You’re really amazing
Even all my flaws, you made me a better man
Right now, right here, you’re not here
But it feels kind of comfortable, I guess I can’t change

I went out to get some air
For the first time in a while
Then I rented a DVD
I grabbed two movies of your favorite genre
Then I came back home, all alone
Heating up some popcorn while the previews play
iPhone in my left hand, Katalk app open
Feels like I’m still waiting for something

Now I’m sitting down and staring at this DVD
You would love this movie playing on the TV screen
Too bad I’m all alone
Gotta do this on my own

“You’re so stupid, the same as all the other bastards I shit on
You have nothing to show for yourself but you uselessly displayed your foolish pride
Besides that, you have so many other flaws
If you look closely, the person who hate the most is yourself
But you act like you love yourself
But you act like you love yourself”

I was watching for a while
Then the laughter that came out sounded so awkward
I wanted to make sure no one else heard it
Though I know I’m alone, I pause then play
I contemplate
I don’t know the last time I laughed out loud
The depression that came again makes me turn off the TV

I went out to get some air
For the first time in a while
Then I rented a DVD
Just as I thought
When I’m alone
Nothing seems fun
I got too many dollars
I don’t really know where I’m gonna spend it
I got too many problems
That you will never ever wanna deal with

Now I’m sitting down and staring at this DVD
You would love this movie playing on the TV screen
Too bad I’m all alone
Gotta do this on my own

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