Sometimes
Just sometimes
I think of you for no reason
Just quietly
Without any warning
When I’m alone
I think of you
Like a habit, I check up on you
I uselessly look at my phone
But rather than when it was hard to cut myself from you
This suffocating emptiness is better
I don’t miss you
I’m alright without you now
In just a little while, I’ll be alright
I don’t miss you
Don’t miss me too
I still
But, I still
Worry that I won’t resist and go look for you
I try to ignore it
I try to act indifferent
But even at your smallest trace
I break down
I can’t get through the day without a drink
I learned how to smoke when I never smoked before
But rather than when it was hard to cut myself from you
This suffocating emptiness is better
I don’t miss you
I’m alright without you now
In just a little while, I’ll be alright
I don’t miss you
Don’t miss me too
I don’t miss you
Don’t miss me too
It’s time I get over you but it takes time
Will I be alright like this without you?
I’m lying to myself
So I can erase you
No I don’t miss you
I’m alright without you now
In just a little while, I’ll be alright
I don’t miss you
Don’t miss me too
I don’t miss you
Don’t miss me too
