Where, how and when did it start?
The loneliness that wraps around me and my anxiety

What kind of thoughts am I having throughout the day?
Or maybe I’m just dangerously enduring

I need to be an adult, I need to endure
I deceived my young self

I didn’t know how to love myself
So I got used to not being loved
When it gets so hard that I can’t take it
Then I can lay everything down and rest

Who can like me when I can’t even like me?
Thinking about that makes me shed tears

I didn’t know how to love myself
So I got used to not being loved
When it gets so hard that I can’t take it
Then I can lay everything down and rest

Not being able to say it hurt so much
I guess I hesitated and it became a habit

I can lay it all down now
I went through a lot in my younger days
I want to embrace my closed memories
Now rest comfortably, my lonely days