Bang Yong Guk – Hikikomori

I know love becomes pain
When I keep wanting to hide in my space
I know I can’t tell anyone
We become each other’s lonely angel friends
I wanna avoid the world
Don’t wanna be bothered in my own world
So I keep avoiding it
In the mirror, I’m such a loser
I wanna run away
But the darkness becomes my light yeh, eh eh eh eh

if you love me
Can’t you leave me alone?
you make a fool out of me
I wanna space out and hide in my room
I’m a hikikomori, hikikomori
Hikiko, I feel so empty in my head
Hikikomori, hikikomori
Sadly, my heart is so empty

If you ask why I’m hiding
I’ll say why is that important?
We have different blood
So why force me to be the same as you?
Dividing up the normal and abnormal
Why do others say all scars are the same?
What’s so bad about being a loner that you criticize me?
We’ve always been different, that’s why we can live
My master keyboard and dog don’t hurt me
So, what I’m saying
IF you’re so full of bias and arrogance, you can’t ever reach me
Why do you ask me “why”
And expect me to understand and love y’all?

I’m dying every day
The reflected time and the space of my mentality
I don’t know what’s the real me
I’m throwing up this dizzy life
Taking off the mask and dancing
If I go naked and open my eyes
I get a feeling of security
Because I’m jealous of how the world is going around
Don’t make a conclusion
Do you know how it feels like to be forced to breathe?
Do you know how it feels
When no matter how much you eat and drink
You become overcome by sadness?
“Look at this guy complaining about his life”
This is my story so is there nothing else to criticize?
Whatever, I’ll just stop

if you love me
Can’t you leave me alone?
you make a fool out of me
I wanna space out and hide in my room
I’m a hikikomori, hikikomori
Hikiko, I feel so empty in my head
Hikikomori, hikikomori
Sadly, my heart is so empty

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One Reply to “Bang Yong Guk – Hikikomori”

  1. This is such a heartbreaking song. So much sadness inside of Yongguk. I pray he finds peace and realizes what a beautiful, inspiring person he is.

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