I ran into some acquaintances
For the first time in a while
They came to me and said hello
And started talking about you

Who you met, what you did
How I’m doing, how I’m managing
After exchanging updates
They end with worrying about me

Then I smile and say, that’s good to hear
I’m alright, no problem

But actually, sadly, I’m not alright
Every night, every night, when I close my eyes
I hate you when you appear in my dreams

I tried to shake off this feeling
And to the friend who talked badly about you
I said, no when I think about it now
I’m actually thankful

Again, I smile and say, that’s good to hear
I’m alright, no problem
But actually, sadly, I’m not alright at all
Every night, every night, without fail, I see you in my dreams
Everyone knows, I’m not alright
Every night, every night, when I close my eyes
I hate you when you appear in my dreams

Then what do I do?
Day by day, my lies keep building up