My reflection in the mirror
Looked so sad that I shed tears
In case I encounter the rock bottom of my heart
I forced myself to sleep and turned away from myself
The damp embrace and the shadow of the darkness
It feels like I’m the only one who is lost
I don’t know who I am
As I listen to the breathing that barely started
I try to gather the pieces of the scattered time
And change it
I don’t know who I am
The past won’t change
It holds onto me and won’t let go
Only my time has stopped
And everything else is going
As much as I’ve broken down, I’ve gotten so tired
But it repeats just like being on a hamster wheel
I’m used to the anxiety
It made me feel so small for all this time
Feels like no one knows me
It feels like I’m the only one who is lost
I don’t know who I am
As I listen to the breathing that barely started
I try to gather the pieces of the scattered time
And change it
I don’t know who I am
The past won’t change
It holds onto me and won’t let go
Only my time has stopped
And everything else is going
Only my time has stopped
And everything else is going