I opened my eyes, did I wake from my sleep? Or did I just blink?
The clock reads 6 AM? or PM? I already lost my sense of time
In such a strange place, between reality and a dream, with a bad stench
I try to get up but it feels like I’m swimming in water
I smile but why am I smiling?
My heart aches but why is it aching?
Why do tears fall without meaning to?
Am I breathing? When was the last time I spoke?
Did I sleep? What did I eat? Where am I walking toward right now?
I walked like a zombie, I wandered soulessly
Though I hid and avoided the sun, my heart is rotting
In case I run into you, in case I see you
Again today, I wander the streets, I love you, I miss you
It feels like someone cast a spell on me from my head to my toes
I want to wake up but I can’t as if I’m pressed down in my fantasy
The strong stench reminds me of our vow
You’re my last and I’m your last
I smile but why am I smiling?
My heart aches but why is it aching?
Why do tears fall without meaning to?
Am I breathing? When was the last time I spoke?
Did I sleep? What did I eat? Where am I walking toward right now?
I walked like a zombie, I wandered soulessly
Though I hid and avoided the sun, my heart is rotting
In case I run into you, in case I see you
Again today, I wander the streets, I love you, I miss you
If I walk like this, it feels like I’ll see you, at first, you’ll faintly stand in front of me
My footsteps will get quicker and I’ll end up running so I can quickly touch you
You get clearer and you’ll spread your arms and smile brightly at me and I’ll smile too
The stench will disappear and then I will be able to wake up
Where are you walking? Are you here somewhere?
Or are you avoiding the sun and hiding somewhere too?
In case I run into you, in case I see you
Again today, I wander the streets, I love you, I miss you

