Seventeen – Trauma


I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah, why can’t I forget?
This my trauma yeah my trauma

Trauma got me bad bad
I dropped out of middle school
Basically had no friends
Yah yah
Boxed in boxed in
In my own world
Yah yah
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
I waited without much thought
but now I realize
At this rate, I’ll be all alone
I don’t know what to do
Besides this, I only had earphones in my ears
Turn up the volume
I don’t wanna be alone
No I don’t wanna be forgotten
So I’ma sing this song
Anybody listening?

I’m barely breathing
Like I forgot how
It’s too hard for me
To be lenient with myself
Feels like debt
All the light on me
The stage is getting bigger
But the place in my heart is so small

I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah, why can’t I forget?
This my trauma yeah my trauma
Now it’s got me
singing singing singing
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
This my trauma yeah
my trauma yeah yeah

Feeling used to being forgotten
It’s my immaturity
Trauma arising from my doubts
What is the reason I’m alive?
Like a mudfish, some parts
Unfortunately make me miserable
I just wanna sing
Or else I’ll be more trapped in my trauma
My mind has become impoverished
Deeper and deeper
I can’t even find myself
Where is the end to this trauma?
I don’t even know, I need a hand to hold

I’m barely breathing
Like I forgot how
It’s too hard for me
To be lenient with myself
Feels like debt
All the light on me
The stage is getting bigger
But the place in my heart is so small

I’m in trauma, it’s got me singing
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
Blah blah blah blah, why can’t I forget?
This my trauma yeah my trauma
Now it’s got me
singing singing singing
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
This my trauma yeah
my trauma yeah yeah

I slowly sink yeah
The songs will decrease too
Still I want to sing yeah
Anyone is fine
Please save me
Or else you can come back to me

Now it’s got me
singing singing singing
Stuck in trauma, I just wanna sing
This my trauma yeah
my trauma yeah yeah

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