I cried while sitting at my desk
After looking at your pictures
I tried not to cry but
It’s not as easy as I think
It won’t happen the way I want
Just stop like this and don’t go
So that you can come back to me, who can’t be held down

I took out my new lipstick
Put it on thicker than usual
I try to go out but
It’s not as easy as I think
I open my closet and stand there for a while
But the only thing hanging in there are memories of you

While putting on makeup, I cried like crazy
Because I hated you, who threw me away
You promised me
Until we grow old and die
That we’d be together, that you’d protect me
You bastard

On my puffed up eyes from crying
I put a cold spoon on it
Just when the puffiness dies down
I get scared that you’re not here
Saying that I want to go back to the past
There’s no use now because you’re not here

While putting on makeup, I cried like crazy
Because I hated you, who threw me away
You promised me
Until we grow old and die
That we’d be together, that you’d protect me
You bastard

The sweet words that you used to say
It spreads deeper inside my heart
The days that we shared together
I can’t ever hold onto them again
While putting on makeup, I got so sad
That I cried like crazy
I miss you, who threw me away
You promised me
Until we grow old and die
That we’d be together, that you’d protect me
You bastard