After today, after a few years
After even time leaves me
Will we each become our own and have a good life?
If I long for you all I can and go through enough pain
Then I need to let go of that hand

What made us meet
And what made us be apart?
As I wipe away the dusty memories and my wet eyes
I’m searching for something to blame

Everything will find it’s place
I’m pretending to be calm and everyone’s falling for it
Even if talk about how cruel love is
People will still think I’m a pathetic guy
A lot of people call this freedom
But that’s wrong, imprisonment starts after a break up
You can’t just brush it off and get back up
Because naturally, you existed right here

After today, after a few years
After even time leaves me
Will we each become our own and have a good life?
If I long for you all I can and go through enough pain
Then I need to let go of that hand

Memories stay the same, won’t ever grow old
My lazy ass heart refuses to sort my feelings
When you live in the past
Is there anything more scary than tomorrow?
If only there was hatred or resentment

I thought it would just be a quick rain shower
I thought I’d be wet with emotions for a little bit then dry off
But even though I’m not a timid guy
I keep placing you inside of me whenever I try to think of you
Only excuses increase, my heart is a mess
I try to calm it down and end up staying up the entire night

You never wanted to be baggage to me
But you leave behind this break up and you’re gone

After today, after a few years
After even time leaves me
Will we each become our own and have a good life?
If I long for you all I can and go through enough pain
Then I need to let go of that hand

You and I
Can’t call us “we” anymore
If only I had a few days
Just a few days

I would hug you and tell you
That I was the crazy one
I may seem fine
But I’m enduring all of this
How can I cut off the most precious part of me
Without a single drop of blood?
You were my everything but now I am a poor man
You’re still breathing and living inside of me
So how can I bury you inside?

After today, after a few years
After even time leaves me
When we become alone in the end
We will know
No matter how much we long for each other
We’ll never be forgotten