How does love become love?

When I get close to you, you get farther away
So I’m sorry for not getting closer
I hate myself for this
There’s you and two moons

I hid the truth and acted like I was OK
I was hiding in the rain, always smiling
I was looking for an answer
That I wouldn’t be able to find
Hoping for the next thing to happen

Nothing, nothing
Is going the way my heart wants
We looked at the same place but with different hearts
It’s so sweet and so bitter

If I give you my hand and expect your heart
My selfishness grows and becomes a flaw
The more I try to fill the emptiness between us
The empty spot in my heart becomes emptier

Holding onto the touch of the seasons that passed
And the momentary scent in my hands
You’re in front of me and I’ve stopped in place
I’m okay, not okay

Nothing, nothing
Is going the way my heart wants
We looked at the same place but with different hearts
It’s so sweet and so bitter

Thoughts that will endlessly ruin us keep swallowing me up
Making me dream even sweeter dreams
I close my eyes but still think of you
So my nights are noisy with the you and me of reality and dreams

Nothing, nothing
Is going the way my heart wants
We looked at the same place but with different hearts
It’s so sweet and so bitter

I don’t want to lose you so I’m letting you go
We used to look at the same place
But will we ever look upon each other?